"61. Resolved, that I will not give way to that listlessness which I find unbends and relaxes my mind from being fully and fixedly set on religion, whatever excuse I may have for it–that what my listlessness inclines me to do, is best to be done, etc.
62. Resolved, never to do anything but duty; and then
according to Ephesians 6:6-8, do it willingly and cheerfully
"as unto the Lord, and not to man; knowing that whatever good thing any
man doth, the same shall he receive of the Lord."
63. On the supposition, that there never was to be but one
individual in the world, at any one time, who was properly a complete
Christian, in all respects of a right stamp, having Christianity always shining
in its true luster, and appearing excellent and lovely, from whatever part and
under whatever character viewed: resolved, to act just as I would do, if I
strove with all my might to be that one, who should live in my time.
64. Resolved, when I find those "groanings which cannot
be uttered," of which the Apostle speaks [Romans 8:26], and those
"breakings of soul for the longing it hath," of which the Psalmist
speaks, Psalms 119:20, that I will promote them to the utmost of my
power, and that I will not be weary of earnestly endeavoring to vent my
desires, nor of the repetitions of such earnestness.
65. Resolved, very much to exercise myself in this all my
life long, viz. with the greatest openness I am capable of, to declare my ways
to God, and lay open my soul to him: all my sins, temptations, difficulties,
sorrows, fears, hopes, desires, and everything, and every circumstance;
according to Dr. Manton's 27th sermon on the 119th Psalm.
66. Resolved, that I will endeavor always to keep a benign
aspect, and air of acting and speaking in all places, and in all companies,
except it should so happen that duty requires otherwise.
67. Resolved, after afflictions, to inquire, what I am the
better for them, what good I have got by them, and what I might have got by
them.
68. Resolved, to confess frankly to myself all that which I
find in myself, either infirmity or sin; and, if it be what concerns religion,
also to confess the whole case to God, and implore needed help.
69. Resolved, always to do that, which I shall wish I had
done when I see others do it.
70. Let there be something of benevolence, in all that I
speak."