"41. Resolved, to ask myself at the end of every day, week, month and year, wherein I could possibly in any respect have done better.
42. Resolved, frequently to renew the dedication of myself
to God, which was made at my baptism; which I solemnly renewed, when I was
received into the communion of the church; and which I have solemnly re-made
this 12th day of January, 1722—23.
43. Resolved, never henceforward, till I die, to act as if I
were anyway my own, but entirely and altogether God's, agreeable to what is to
be found in Saturday, Jan. 12, 1723.
44. Resolved, that no other end but religion, shall have any
influence at all on any of my actions; and that no action shall be, in the
least circumstance, any otherwise than the religious end will carry it.
45. Resolved, never to allow any pleasure or grief, joy or
sorrow, nor any affection at all, nor any degree of affection, nor any
circumstance relating to it, but what helps religion.
46. Resolved, never to allow the least measure of any
fretting uneasiness at my father or mother. Resolved to suffer no effects of
it, so much as in the least alteration of speech, or motion of my eye: and to
be especially careful of it, with respect to any of our family.
47. Resolved, to endeavor to my utmost to deny whatever is
not most agreeable to a good, and universally sweet and benevolent, quiet,
peaceable, contented, easy, compassionate, generous, humble, meek, modest,
submissive, obliging, diligent and industrious, charitable, even, patient,
moderate, forgiving, sincere temper; and to do at all times what such a temper
would lead me to. Examine strictly every week, whether I have done so.
48. Resolved, constantly, with the utmost niceness and
diligence, and the strictest scrutiny, to be looking into the state of my soul,
that I may know whether I have truly an interest in Christ or no; that when I
come to die, I may not have any negligence respecting this to repent of.
49. Resolved, that this never shall be, if I can help it.
50. Resolved, I will act so as I think I shall judge would
have been best, and most prudent, when I come into the future world."
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